Love. I've ignored it for a while because I just feel that its too fussy. Its too much at times and overrated. But the fact remains that love is the most important thing in my life. You can't control it and that's why I have hated it. At least I know I hated it for many years until now. The key with love is to be true to what you desire and detach from the outcome.
Well, yesterday I had the worst argument with a man I love deeply and I realized that I hate love because we can't control our love for certain people. Yet, yesterday I decided to state what I desire with this man and just let it go to God and the universe.
God willing I will get the relationship with him that I desire, or something better.
The thing that I want to realize today is that love is not to be controlled, its to be experienced. I will no longer run from that in which I can not control. I will accept my hearts desire -- not lie about what I feel, and know that if I want it --- it may want me too.
I must never lie about what I feel. Love is the most important thing in my life. Romantic love and my love for mankind.